Thursday, August 14, 2008

Time Not Enough!!!

This line seems to be coming out of my mouth very often ever since I went back to work. But reflecting the times I spent at home with my baby, I dun seems to have a lot of time on my hands during that period too!
I always have a lot of admiration for those super women who craved out a career for themselves & at the same time handle their domestic matters so well.. Where on earth did they manage to find so much time to do so many things?!?!
Everyone of us have the same 24 hrs.. so why is it that they can accomplish so much in their 24 hrs and I can't?
Of course I know that comparisons of this kind lead to nowhere but I can't help pondering over this some times..
It's like my colleague, Cynthia. She has done a blog for her daughter to record her childhood and she did, so consistently. She also has been nagging at me to do it up for Ocean but I have always told her that I have no time. Then I realise that she too has 24hrs and she too has to take care of her Arielle at night... Our only big difference now is that her Arielle is 1 yr going to 2...
So it all boils down to - choice.
So I want to spend my time watching TV ( when baby is sleeping) or do I want to spend time doing up his blog. My sister asked me, why bother to do so when he don't understand all of this.. I told her now he don't understand but when he grows up, he will! and of course when he is all grown up, I will then hand his blog over to him to take care.. Then he can, when ever he is free, blog down some important things that has happened to him.
The funny thing is that after saying that to her, I found myself being convinced of the explanation..
So while I was bathing just now, I came to a conclusion and decision, I am going to blog for my son religiously till he is able to do it himself. and I am going to strive to be a super woman.. Not in the job field but at least to the people I loved, liked and treasure..
Well that's food for thought the next time!

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